Happy Eid Adha!

Firstly, Happy Eid Adha to all. May you be grateful for being able to spend more time with family and friends on this year's eid.

I know I shouldn't be writing this but it keeps lingering on my mind so I'll just write it on. I'm not gaining any sympathies but this is how I feel. So keep reading if you want to.


You wouldn't know what it feels like...
Celebrating any special occassions, be it Eid Adha, Eid Fitri, birthdays, anniversaries, parties, dinners without family members around, especially her.

You wouldn't know what it feels like...
Calling her, asking her how she's doing, gossiping with her, sharing your problems, listening to her advices, taking care of her, watching after her, losing her yet patiently waiting for her to show up with a smile when she's no longer here.

You wouldn't know what it feels like...
To keep looking strong in front of others when you're not even near to it.

You wouldn't know what it feels like...
For only being able to spend such a short time of your life with her.

You wouldn't know what it feels like...
To wait no more for her super delicious food, when she's the head chef of the big family, while others wait happily.

You wouldn't know what it feels like...
Sharing, envying, watching over other families' happiness, but couldn't hold onto them, which you used to having the exact same feeling once upon a time.

You wouldn't know what it feels like...
Needing to keep on living, experiencing such an excruciating pain after saying you don't know how would you live if you ever lose any of your loved ones.

You wouldn't know what it feels like...
Terribly missing someone you loved the most and spend the rest of the day yet your whole life half-heartedly expecially in this Holy day, when there's actually no use.


Never, once in my life, I've been homesick. Now I do.
So folks, spend more time with your loved ones, don't ever waste it because you'll never know what will happen next.

Listen to my heartbeat.

Currently been repeating Heartbeat - 2PM, Hotstuff - Davichi and Timeless - Xiah Junsu feat. Jangriin alternately. Huh. Right, means I couldn't stop singing these songs nights and days and might as well influence the others too. I kinda late noticing that Timeless is an old song but nevermind, it was amazing.

What more shocking is, Mak, who's obsessed with Hindi movies and songs so much she didn't listen to anything else, actually started watching her first Korean drama, has been listening and trying to follow the lyrics of Super Junior's Sorry Sorry and Why I Like You. Such an influencer. Oh well, I win cause I have no idea what to like in Hindis'. Hehe.

Waney is not easily influenced by Kpop. She's just more into dramas, sad dramas to be exact. Hehe. Well Syaza does listen and like few of the songs I asked her to watch. Me likeyyy XD Complete explanation about the lovely housemates.

Guess more posts about Kpop and blabla regarding Korean thingy will be published later on. Oh please, don't be mad. I'm just looking forward to have at least, one Korean boyfriend. Korean entertainment is just a stepping stone for uh, well, you know ;D

Till then, XOXO.

Sweet as candy, isn't he?

Oh I'm missing home so much - the only place where I can watch the Korean channel non-stop! I missed watching the Star Golden Bell Challenge, Music Bank, Entertainment Weekly, 2 Days 1 Night, Chitchat with the Beautiful Ladies and especially, the dramas. oh, so addictive!

I wanna go back, I wanna be one the Korean fans that knows those boybands' and girlgroups' latest songs, latest dances, latest news, latest dramas. Concentrating on Egyptian Arabic, here I don't even have time to learn more about Korean language. Blergh. I missed home seriously, and I missed KBSWorld channel even more.

It's kinda hard to influence the elders to like Korean thingy but when my father joined me, it was the best part! We used to watch Korean dramas non-stop from 12 midnight till 9 in the morning. Though I'm stucked here, I know he'll be watching some of them during his free time. It's actually the only channel that made me laugh like there's no tomorrow. I wanna watch them again together with him. Summer, I beg you, come quick!

Heh at last!

Hi. Never been writing ever since I reached Egypt. So much for keeping a blog and leave it dusty eh? Well, convincing myself to live here just for the sake of studying was actually harder than I thought, and even bitter than last year. I'll make sure I make a post about my likes and dislikes of living here but I'm pretty sure the things I like is so much little than you can imagine.

After more than 3 months of holidays, the university doesn't even come out with a confirmed schedule for our semester. It's been like 4 months since we left Egypt but I have no idea what they're actually thinking. There were a lot of rumours about when the classes were starting from 28th Sep to 10th Oct then back to 3rd Oct and at last, our class started on the 8th of Oct. What kind of educated people does that anyway? They were never sure of when should be the right time to start the learning processes. What a shame.

Thank God things run quite smoothly now, and even better when most of us have received our student cards which should be given months ago. I can happily live my life by going to the university for only 3-4 times a week. This semester's schedules are less hectic compared to the previous one. Plus, it was my first time doing a presentation since I got here. I've always been able to escape all those presentation thingy but this time I decided to give it a try which actually turned out pretty good. Thanks to those who've been very supportive and helpful. Anyways, our mid-semester exam's coming real soon. I better be well prepared before I start to regret again. See ya!


p/s : Yonna's gone and I've been missing her ever since. Haih.

A quick update.

Raya this year was so dull I don’t even want to remember. And now I’m looking forward to celebrate the next raya with the ones I treasure most. Some of them didn’t go back because they had other important things to do than just balik raya.

I enjoyed my 6th and 7th raya after coming back from Terengganu. And that’s when we actually took few shots for this year’s raya. Nevertheless, my little cousins were awesome! They actually cheered up the whole house. I’m missing them already.

Going back to Terengganu alone this morning to buy few things I haven’t bought when I was there. So many things to do with so little time. And the best part is I haven’t even start packing, at all! I never like packing last minute since I always forget to bring this and that but now I’m doing it.

I missed saying a proper goodbye to one of my favourite guys and now I regret for being so sensitive over some silly things. And I won’t be seeing him until next year. :(

I missed not a few, but all open houses’ invitations just because I don’t want to mix up with people. Sorry guys for not coming. I’ve been having a hard time too. Gahh time flies so fast and I’m about to go back to Egypt and start studying as usual. Let this new semester be a good thing to start with.

Ahnyonghaseyo!

If you’re wondering where I’ve been spending my time this summer, a part of them is here.

Baby Dhany

Baby Hayqal

We’re having 2 newborn cousins in August with a different of only 3 days. Isn’t that awesome? And and, they look alike. Really.

I was excited to see my new cousins but finding gifts for the babies were hard, and expensive too! Yeah, I like babies, not kids. They’re easier to handle. :)

Dear Dhaniyah Akhtar and Ammar Hayqal, welcome to the big family!

Ramadhan.

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan buat semua.

Semoga bulan ini kita dapat meningkatkan lagi pahala dengan amalan-amalan sunat di bulan yang penuh berkat ini sambil menikmati saat-saat indah bersahur serta berbuka bersama keluarga tercinta.

Get lost, honey!

Had great dinner with Nana’s family at Impiana KLCC. Thanks to them I was able to have a perfect dinner without thinking of killing another rude people near me.

I don’t understand why some people can be so thick-skinned. They are just plain rude and don’t know how to respect other people even at a you’re-gonna-die-soon age. Didn’t your parents and teachers teach you the good manners when you were small? Or you’re just so bengap sangap you couldn’t understand a single thing? Oh yeah, I forgot. Typical kampung people are always like that. Heh.

And yeah of course, like father, like daughter, and the whole family yo. They’re just the same. Showing off, gebang here and there. As usual, habuk tadak. Well, I see nothing from you that’ll make me feel insecure. NOTHING. I bet you get what I mean. But if you don’t, let’s just admit that you’re just some bloody hell stupid empty-headed moron. I feel like throwing up every time you guys’ names popped up from others mouths.

I don’t see any future that this will end. And I don’t give a damn. I know we’re gonna argue about this someday but please, I’m seriously sick of your poor manners. So are the others. They just shut their mouths up to avoid anything from happening but trust me, I won’t. I did that few times already, remember?

And a lil bit pity as well for not getting enough lessons. You should’ve hire a personal teacher to teach the entire family about etiquettes decades ago. It’s embarrassing yo.

To make things short, don’t make me cut your balls into pieces. Or you’ll regret living your-not-so-worthy-life, ball-less.

p/s : More updates coming up. Been so busy going out here and there.

The end.

This blog is officially under construction.

Will be updating very soon, probably after going back.



Thank you. Chalo.

Detik demi detik.

Entri kali ini sedikit mengarut so siapa-siapa rasa tak tahan nak muntah sila tekan butang X di hujung atas sebelah kanan (kalau pc/laptop kidal sebelah kiri okay) sehingga berjaya.

Tinggal lagi 2 hari boleh tergolek-golek atas katil kesayangan yang penuh habuk sebab dah lama kena tinggal. Tak tahu apa pasal boleh thrilled gila mampus nak balik Malaysia padahal takde la pulak janji dengan mana-mana mamat hot nak pergi date ke hape ke.

Tapi minah-minah hot ramai menunggu untuk quadriple dates plus plus. Takpelah, nak cakap gay pun takpe, tak kisah pun. Simpang sikit-sikit je pun. Takde hal lah kan. Hehe.

Hari pertama balik pun dah banyak planning nak pergi sana sini eventhough tempat dekat-dekat je tapi peduli apa. Asalkan boleh jalan-jalan kat Malaysia yang panas lagi lembap. Inilah bahana pegi belajar jauh-jauh sampai ceruk Mansoura penuh pasir tapi lagi penuh dengan sampah so bila balik pun jadi jakun macam babun kena kurung melompat-lompat dapat masuk hutan. Dah jadi senior nanti normal balik la kan.

Patut menyesal ke tak decision datang sini ha? Tapi dah habis setahun belajar medic woohoo! Lagi 5 tahun nak kena catch up sambil pening kepala fikir pass ke tak exam every sem T_T. Silalah redha seadanya dengan hard work yang kurang seberapa. Sini takde doraemon nak undur masa. Laci sini pun tak berapa nak ajaib. Boleh sumbat nota je. Okay tak jadi menyesal.

Banyak gila plan nak pergi sana sini tapi tak tahulah jalan ke tak. Entah-entah nanti semua orang senyap sunyi dengan aktiviti bosan masing-masing. Oh btw semalam rasa sangat berjaya jadi shopaholic pergi beli selendang and pashmina sampai 20 ++ dalam masa 2 jam.

Terima kasih tak terhingga diucapkan kepada Alia yang sakit kaki penat ikut masuk segala kedai yang penuh bau pelik-pelik campur bau ketiak pekerja, pembeli sekali (my sincere appreciation for the Egyptians in this hot, sweaty season).

Ni first time entri dalam bahasa ibunda, maybe sebab semangat sangat nak balik melantak di negara tercinta tapi takde perasaan patriotik langsung (ala merdeka pun lambat lagi). Tapi risau la jugak dengan swine and pig flu kat Malaysia ni. Doa-doakanlah kami selamat sampai.


p/s : Kan dah cakap kalau tetiba buang tebiat tulis in Malay keluar bahasa mengarut, tapi tak nak percaya. Malu kaum je. Kan dah menyesal baca. Kan kan?